Broadway . Musical Theatre .
everything about them ..
my first love .
my high .
my passion .
my sanity .
nothing creates an adrenaline rush in me like this department of the performing arts. Performing would be the only reason why i’d repeat middle & high school. i miss it too much. i even prefer this music more than “regular music” because the lyrics are so much more richer. Broadway is the little world i bury myself in when i don’t feel like being social .. & i could stay happy in this little world of mine for hours . days . . possibly forever . <3
what if .. ?
i hate to do this to myself, but ever since Rae got me to start watching Glee , i can’t help but wonder “what if..”:
what if i didn’t go to Bayside High for their Health Sciences Academy?
what if i didn’t decline my acceptance letter into Salem High’s performing arts academy?
what if i rebelled against daddy and chose singing over health care?
what if i didn’t stop vocal lessons or piano lessons or ballet lessons?
How different would my life be?
it’s honestly been difficult to turn away from pursuing something i’m truly passionate about, like the performing arts, & instead pursue a career path more financially stable, like medicine. less passionate about it, but the intrigue & fascination is definitely there. so it’s not all too bad. :) But being a member of a competing choir again & working on advancing my vocal range would be amazing.
<3
if i could , i’d smack that stupid grin right off your face .
Because of the fact that you think you’re so slick with your lies , I feel sorry for you. Did you really think I wouldn’t catch you in them? It’s like a revelation everytime I find one false statement right after the other. That’s not even the best part. It’s hilarious that I don’t even do anything to catch it. Your entire facebook just SCREAMS “I lied to you, aileen, and my facebook is here to prove it.” Because everything you told me completely contradicts everything that is online.
Stop trying to pull being “innocent” to me because you aren’t flattering yourself . If anything , you’re degrading yourself even more than you did before .
& i love how i’m finding you out on everything now .
” … I’ve heard it said , that people come into our lives for a reason, bringing something we must learn, and we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them, and we help them in return . well i dont know if i believe that’s true. but i know i’m who i am today because i knew you . “
time to get the Bestfriend’s 20th birthday gift ready ! I have exactly a month by tomorrow to come up with something to make her really smile . :) :)


